woah?

January 1, 2011

I’m going to start holding my breath now. Let me know when I can exhale.

This is going to be a big year. A lot is going to happen. A lot is going to change. And a lot of things that are question marks now are going to become periods, or maybe even exclamation marks.

I hope, at some point in the next twelve months, I can come alive. I can let the wax of my shoulders start to soften and loosen, and I can arrive at the place where I can’t think of anything I’d like to change about my life.

I want to let go of the irrelevant ideas and people and goals that are still stuck in my head, because as much as I know they aren’t important or they aren’t worth reaching towards, I can’t seem to take my arm in and let my muscles relax. Maybe in the next twelve months, I will be so bombarded with excitement and joy and new beginnings that I’ll stop caring about all that.

Let’s go to college, now.

That’s my New Year’s Resolution.

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One Response to “woah?”

  1. Stevachu Says:

    YAYYYYY go for it!!!


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